They're Who Can't Be Removed

Time goes by so fast and school life has been closed. Too many memories we through in, too much pain and tears we felt and too much excitement and pleasure we got. But friendship will never get its ending.

Several friends came and went away, just stick a lil of their impression. But the other, gave so much rooted memory to be unforgotten. Close friend could be the closest to us than family indeed. Okay, instead of being talkative I'd you to know anyone who has ever been in my precious school life.

1. My everything, my bestfriend ever Anin, Icut, Esti. You always be in my heart whenever and wherever you are.

2. My 3yearsseatmate Yuwildaa! I don't know what the appropriate words to describe you. Annoying sissy, crazy mate, happy-lunacy lover, storyteller, mood-comfy booster, perfectionist, boys-lover (ups) and much more. You are the best one to me. Thanks for being with me.

3. My friends in crime Manda, Ize, Rachel, Rifki. Foolishness, dido and anything weirdo are the best things we favorite to do. No one can beat us, party madness til we crumple.

4. My imaginative pals Risna and Ami. Always talking about something that actually beyond imagination, we are real dreamcatcher!

5. My oddyy-over fella Nadya,Indan! How lucky I'm to have you both. There always something cheers with you.

6. My burden pal Ariniii, although you always be my trouble but you're heartfelt and can make other people feel pleased with hilarity you did.

7. X.6,WQ and Infinite I DO LOVE YOU GUYS

#I'mquote

Just because somebody flirts with you, doesn't mean they like you. Just because somebody likes you, doesn't mean they want to go out with you. Just because somebody wants to go out with you, doesn't mean they love you. Just because somebody loves you, doesn't mean they won't hurt you. Because people lie, things changed. Boyfriends cheat, best friends ditch. And there are always going to be those people who would kill to see you fall.

A Name Is Just A Name Until You Discover Something More

Today is a Sunday, i thought i'd give myself a little break from my routines. so decided to visit some friends of mine blogs, and i found this one post from my friend. She posted something about the meaning of her name. i found that kinda interesting. since i know her pretty well, and based on what he posted is 98% true, so i chose to give that website a chance. and so i did. the result was so unexpected. another 98% righteousness.

Okay so my first thought of a name was 'okay screw with this, how can a name gives someone's life a major alteration of their life. it's just a name anyway' but well... it's not. based on the web i visited earlier when i saw that post and give it a try.the real meaning of my name is 98% describes me. my habit, my hobby, my impressions, my desires, well... basically everything about me.

Day by Day

I'm tired.
I'm tired all the time.
Life has been so busy lately that I feel like I'm just living in a constant state of tiredness.
And bothered with my business all day long.

Just moving along to the next thing.
Not being present at any of it.
I don't like living/feeling like this.
I feel my heart racing right now just typing these words.
I feel the pressure to keep moving, but the pull to just stop and rest.

I need to rest, more sleep is better.
I need to make some room in my life to breath and realease my routines.
I've needed to step away for awhile to recoup and try to get some energy back.
It's not studying.

It's almost June and I am missing it.
I know this is a totally weird and pointless post, but I have to say something...even if it's really nothing.
I feel disconnected.
I need to find a way to connect to life. To myself. To my soul.
Right now I feel almost numb.
I hate it.
I'm not depressed...just not here.

Life is so busy I can't.
I'm not unhappy by any means.
I just don't feel right.
Life has been really good and really full.
I just feel like something's missing.
Sleep. Quiet. Rest.
I'm going crazy listening to my head all the time.

I'm just exhausted.
By the time I get home at night I'm so tired.
I don't want to talk to anyone.
I don't want to listen to anyone.
I snap easily.
I'm grumpy.
I catch myself being this way.
I'm hoping just hitting post and stopping rambling will help me.

This May Sound Like I'm Complaining

Okay, you know what I hate? (Here's where me would tell you hate is a strong word, to which I would say "You're absolutely right and it fits!")

I hate the fact that this new Blogger layout is not compatible with my computer.  Or my browser.  And, the new browser that I've tried to download 10 times and it still won't work.  Yes, hate.  So, that's the reason I haven't posted.  I can only see half of my toolbar and the body of this post only shows 2 lines at a time. 

Very frustrating.

The only solution I can see, being the very non-technical person that I am, is to toss this computer in the trash and get a new one. 

Which isn't really realistic.

Anyway, I haven't really had that much to post about that wouldn't come across as complaining.  I could talk about my migraines (intense!), my knee pain, my bad parenting days. Oh, wait .... attempted break-ins.  That's suppose to make us feel better :)

All of that combined and I've been a tad .... well .... irritable.

I texted Kak Jeanne some of my frustrations and she sent me a text that simply read:  Stupid devil.

Yep. That pretty much sums it up, I guess.

On a postive note, this is the weather for today ...

I'm Craving for Sushi

Why do I crave sushi? It seems like sometimes I have good sushi, I just want it more and more. My curiosity about these delectable little morsels of raw seafood got the best of me this past weekend, so I went online to see if there was something to these cravings—you know, kind of like how they say they put something addictive in Dunkin’ Donuts coffee to make you crave it.

I guess the only thing I don’t like about sushi is how much it can cost, so I found another really great blog about making sushi at home. The pictures of some of this sushi look so amazing; it even motivated me to try out my culinary skills and try making sushi at home. I’m going to try the recipe for the Too Crazy Roll (tuna and pesto are the main ingredients) or maybe the Pink Panther Roll (salmon, avocado, and tamago wrapped in rice paper)!

Plus, I think it fills an essential need to try new things, and put yourself out there enough to let the itamae (sushi chef) create something amazing just for you. Eating sushi is more than just having a meal, it’s a dining experience. And how fun is it that as an adult, you can order something called a Crazy Roll and love it?! So, did I get you craving some sushi for dinner tonight? Let me know if you crave it just as much as I do, or if you know the secret conspiracy theory, please share.

It's So Boring Being Alone!

Six in the morning I woke up with smile, I was on the cloud nine dreaming for awhile.
My sista knocked on the door, but I wanted more and more.
I wanted to sleep, wanted to soar, didn't want my feet on the floor.

Now eating sandwich with peanut butter, milk shake in my mouth but I want water.
I don't know what I feel now, I want to scream but how?
I have nothing else to do, pointing my eyes on what she(sista) does.
No, no, no, I don't want this feeling anymore.

Bored oh bored, oh I don't think I will stick on this kind of click.
My life, my life is blessed but I don't taste happiness, oh I want my friends yes, wishing for the best.

Watching T.V. programs, and reading telegrams, having tantrums, slam the drum and BAM
Turn on and off the lights, I'm all alone staying here on my throne.

It's so boring!

Peevish!

Who are you to judge the life I live? I know I'm not perfect, and I don't live to be. But, before you start pointing fingers. Make sure your hands are clean.

OPTIMISM is key

Yes I know if I expect the WORST, the WORST will happen to me. Am my own STRESS, my own ANGER, my own SADNESS and FRUSTATION now. If I let things bother me, they'll so don't let them. Okay, just be happy za :). Nothin in life is EASY, so make the best of all of it.

don't dwell on the negatives za !

Keep Calm and ...................

BUY IT, TRASH IT, FIX IT, BREAK IT, USE IT,

CHARGE IT, CHANGE IT, MAIL-UPGRADE IT,

POINT IT, WORK IT, ZOOM IT, SNAP IT, PRESS IT,

QUICK-ERASE IT, WRITE IT, CUT IT, PASTE IT,

SAVE IT, LOAD IT, CHECK IT, QUICK-REWRITE IT,

PLUG IT, PLAY IT, BURN IT, RIP IR, DRAG AND

DROP IT, ZIP-UNZIP IT, LOCK IT, FILL IT, CALL IT,

FIND IT, VIEW IT, CODE IT, JAM-UNLOCK IT, SURF IT,

SCROLL IT, PAUSE IT, CROSS IT, CLICK IT,

CRACK IT, SWITCH-UPDATE IT, NAME IT, RATE IT,

TUNE IT, PRINT IT, SCAN IT, SEND IT, FAX IT,

RENAME IT, TOUCH IT, BRING IT, PAY IT, WATCH IT,

TURN IT, LEAVE IT, START-FORMAT IT, JUST IT . . .

HUH

sometimes I just can't tell anybody how I really feel not because I dunno why not because I dunno my purpose not because I dunno trust then but because I couldn't find the rights word to make them UNDERSTAND !!

Moody

And now it's killing me.... Moody! Agh my mood is easy to up and easy to down too! Fak

we ACT for ACTING

This is one of the habits of us in SMA NEGERI 8 TANGERANG  especially X.6 (EXSIX) guess what?? Yah if there is no teacher in the classroom, we fill our spare time wif taking some pictures of it. Then one of our teachers named as a class of models LOL !!!!

Look Our Expression

Keep Smiling

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I change, I grow up

I fuck up, I love

I hurt

I’m teenagers

I’m still learning

W.A.T.C.H O.U.T

I’ll give my middle finger,kick their ass and also kill someone who hurt my family!! especially my mom and dad! I’m really serious about this one. Don’t ever break my diamonds!!! they’re my bloods they’re my life…

Stay True

Life is too short to not stay true to your heart.
You cannot lie to yourself forever.
Everything is a matter of choice Go for what you feel and good will come.