Strenght

It's like you wish  you had a time machine. A time machine to stop the time. Just to be alone, for seconds, or minutes, better if days.
Just to think that I have to prove this life. This is the life My God had given me. The life My God had trusted me to have.
Yeah, maybe God trusted me. Trusted me that I could stand on this situation.

Sometimes I think that I might have a better somehow. But I HAD to live this life. With all the energy I have. I'll show my God, that I can live this world.
That's why until now, I still give a fake smile to you all, that's why I still give a fake love to you all. Because I know. I'm not belong to...... I'm belong to my God.